Thursday, August 16, 2012

Don't Worry, Be Happy

Found this.....



and it's just a reminder to myself to, "DON'T WORRY (about all the wedding things I still have on my to-do list, and the things..or people..I can't change. The fact that I feel like I'm not getting enough sleep or exercise and am breaking out and might possibly be the ugliest bride ever. Plus the fact that I'm moving back to Hawaii in 2 weeks and feel totally unprepared to move a lot of shiz and am having anxiety about school. And the fact that my whole world is about to change with two little words--> i do. annnd we all know how I feel about change, but I think I can handle with a little faith. and all the other blah blah blah going on in my head), BE HAPPY"

So this is me telling myself to "Shut the hell up. Everything is not that serious so don't worry, be happy" I will try my hardest to take my own advice. haaaa. goodfreakingnight.

Nap time.

It's Thursday afternoon and i just woke up from a nap. My niece was napping in her crib, but she cried 3 times. The third time I finally went and got her. I really think she can't sleep because her room is so hot. Her head gets all sweaty and it's gross. So I picked her up and she was acting tired still so I brought her to my room and laid her on the part of the bed where the air from the vent flows best. She knocked back out. But me.... I'm just enjoying the sound of her little breathing and the short time I still have left to spend with her.

Marriage in a week and two days. Hawaii in two weeks exactly! Geez time is flying!

Here's some sweaty nap head goodness.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

update quickie + a million photos

It's starting to hit me that the BIG day is in a little over 2 weeks. AHHHH!! The pressure is on. I've proven to be the worst bride that ever was and I've learned some things about myself. If I could go back and do it all over again I would change a lot. Aside from wedding plans, dramas, and stress (that I think resulted in bringing my monthly visitor 2 weeks early...and that NEVER happens) the rest of life is good.

I'm excited to have a new adventure of moving to Hawaii with AJ. It's going to be so different than living there before I think. So strange, the word husband, and to have my own....
Even though I'm excited to be moving I'm going to miss Utah a lot. I'm going to definitely miss my sisters and little family here. Lusi! I love my niece so much it's going to make me cry not to see her everyday, I'm sure. I have so much love for that little ball of energy and smiles it's going to be tough not to get hugs from her everyday. I'm still learning to love change, but it's still a challenge for me. I'm going to miss my friends too and the fun things we do... anyways just some things on my mind. Totally at random with no captions needed here's what some of my summer has looked like...
































Have a wonderful Thursday!