hiiiii-yah!

I started to try and spruce up this place...(and by started I mean I just deleted the picture that used to be up in the header, then I got distracted by looking at a million pictures trying to pick out a new one, and ended up not choosing one at all and so that explains why this page all of suddens look more drab)...but now it's almost 11:30 at night and I'm getting tired. But I have something I need to get off my chest because I know exactly what's waiting for me when I go upstairs to bed...

I love my husband, I really do. Sometimes I just look at him and my heart just swells with this overflowing of love that I feel for him. He left me for a week to go to Utah to attend his cousins funeral. He got back last Thursday. I missed him while he was gone, I REALLY did, especially when baby was cranky and I just wanted a few minutes to myself but couldn't have any because there was no one else to take over. That week apart made me really grateful to be married to such a good man who loves his family endlessly. He does so much for me and our little Ray. I love being married to such a giving and caring man who has an eternal perspective of me and our family. BUT then there's sometimes, like today, when he gets mad at me cuz he's hangry and I had just asked him if he wanted me to make him something to eat, but instead of saying yes he wants to complain to me like it's my fault there was no food in the house and no car to go get anything. And then he the non stop snoring all night long that wakes me AND baby up....so I have to "remind" (more like punch him till he wakes up) him to roll over onto his side like 3 times a night. It's times like that when I just wanna karate chop him in his throat.

But like I said I love my husband. I'll take the good with the bad and roll with the punches.......to his chest till he wakes up and rolls over so he stops snoring.

I love him and he drives me crazy.